sick... again & again & again...

so this past month has basically been riddled with illness for me.

however, no matter how much i try to hide away, people keep trying to find out how i'm feeling, if there's anything they can do, and actively try to be part of my life.

though i might push you away, tell you that you might get sick if you keep trying to be around me (which is true btw.), and reject your offers to bring me stuff, i am so thankful that yall care. ^^

i'm cynical, sarcastic, and try to put on a strong front because i adamantly say i don't like being a burden on people (which again is true btw.) but your expressions of concern, however small, make huge impacts on this fever-induced-racing heart of mine. :D

i'm so thankful for you all~ you know who you are ^^
and now i'm going back to sleep.

night!!